There is only one Will. That Will is Love. That Will is my Love, your Love, our Love, together. Only when I will in Love is the outcome assured in Love. Only when I will in Love do I know the results are truly beneficial to all, including myself. Only when I will with Love am I Free and I affirm with certainty “All is as it should be”.
What if I don’t know how to Love? What if I don’t know how to “will in Love”? What if I feel dark and empty and cold? what if I feel nothing?
How do I feel Love? How do I know the One Love? How? This whole Guiding thought hinges on Love. …But what if I don’t, can’t?
And then I thought, “re-read A Journey of Worth, Day 01.” So I did… “I have forgotten my Self. I have forgotten who I am. I have forgotten that I am established in Love and by Love, which is infinite and eternal; therefore, my worth is infinite and eternal. I seek to remember my Self. I choose to remember my Self. I choose to remember who I am and my infinite worth in Love. I choose to be aware, to understand, and to Know myself (my Self) as the Love I am. I choose to share who I am with the world, giving my infinite worth, measured in infinite Love.”
Then I thought:
This is why this is a Consciousness Journey. On the first day I wrote, “at first I thought I have forgotten; is that true??” And I process it at that level–thoughtfully, intellectually, remembering with the faculties that are available at that moment. Now, after several days of being “in” the choice to remember my Self and my worth, these ideas of worthiness, Unity, and Love have seeped deeper, touched a new layer. At this new layer, I am finding the dross and applying heat to separate thoughts that do not serve me from thoughts that serve only Love. This is the Journey–finding those pieces. Finding those thoughts and bringing them to consciousness. Bringing doubts, fears, uncertainties, feelings of emptiness, darkness, loneliness, hopelessness up to awareness. Looking at them, wondering about them, then remembering again (and again and again) the Truth of my Self, which denies any flimsy holding that doubt or uncertainty may have.
That’s the journey–intense and fun. Thank you for joining me.