A Journey of Worth: Day 09

Copyright Tam Black 2013 Designed for susanwithpearls.com
Copyright Tam Black 2013
Designed for susanwithpearls.com

For more information about this journey see this article . For an introduction, see this article .

Guiding Thought

I extend the Love that I am, for that is all I truly am. As I learn to be aware, to understand and to Know my own will as Love, and make choices according to that will, my life experiences become worthy of me. Expressing my Self that is wholly Love and United with All is the only choice that is worthwhile. It is the only thing that brings me satisfaction, the only choice that allows me to experience my Self—the Love that I am. My-your-our- freedom depends on my right choices, depends on my choosing what is worthy and what is not; it depends on me, depends on you, depends on us.

Sharing

Even though I can know (that’s a small k) that Love has no limits, as I contemplate the guiding thought, I feel my own limits come up. They come up as doubts and uncertainties and questions. They come up as general un-ease with the discrepancy between where I am and where I am headed. I have to remember that these Journeys are taking me someplace that I am not yet (yet a place that I am if I could only remember!). The Journey ends when we all arrive together. Until then, each step gets all of us closer. With each step there are finer and finer levels/layers of discernment between seeing where I am and where I am going, between the what is and the what is yet to be. I am reminded of the quote: “I am not what I ought to be, not what I want to be, not what I am going to be, but I am thankful that I am better than I used to be” (I do not know where or with whom this quote originated). But it’s funny… I am thankful that I am better than I used to be, and I know that I really am, but sometimes (especially with the finer and finer layers of discernment), I feel like I have been running on a treadmill. How many times do I have to decide that I’m worthy until I get it? How many times do I have to question what it means to be Free until I really understand? How many times do I have to feel doubt before I don’t any longer? You see? Treadmill. Same questions, sometimes different answers, but until I get it—really get it—the questions and wondering remain. That’s why it takes all of us to ask and find answers. My-your-our freedom depends on all of us. Since All is One, and One is Love, and we are All…my questions are your questions are my questions are your answers are my answers… until we are done journeying together.

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