Welcome to Day One of Round Two!
I clear my mind of all past notions of what I think healing is. All memories and stories I erase from my thoughts, leaving only a clean slate. I turn my attention to my Inner Divine Mind and I ask, “What is healing”? And I wait and listen. In silence, I take my attention deeper into the vastness of Divine Mind and ask again, “What is healing?” and “What is wholeness?” and “What is holy?” And I wait and I listen. Feeling stillness, I simply pause in the quiet and await my answer.
Until we Know our Wholeness healing is always happening, whether we are aware of it or not. Healing is our Knowing Within, prodding us, pushing us to remember. Every moment is a healing moment, when we heed the prod or the push and ask, “What is healing right now? Right here where I am, what is healing?” When we ask these questions, every thing, every moment becomes a vehicle for an answer that is already there. The thing has not changed, but now we are asking something different from it. We are asking it how we can use it for Knowing our Oneness. Anything and everything becomes a tool, a guide, a transformative agent, when offered to Knowing Oneness.
In the hardest of times, in the darkest of moments, when consumed with emotion unbearable;
When reason is out of grasp, when nothing makes sense, when old hurts surface;
When then and now mix, when confusion overwhelms, when you feel most vulnerable;
When your heart cries out, when the tears fall, when you’ve cried so much there are no tears left…
Ask: what is healing right now? Right here, where I am, what is healing?
And listen. Listen deeply: Healing is right now, where you are. Wholeness is you, here, now. Holiness is all you are, right now, forever.
It is not the fact of these answers that confuses and confounds; it is the understanding of how. “How am I whole, when I feel so broken?” “How am I healing, when I am so hurt?” “How am I Holy, when life makes no sense?”
Let go of the how, and accept the answer. You Know you are Whole and Holy. Stop trying to figure out how it happens, how it’s possible.
Accepting your Wholeness is being Holy; Healing is remembering to remember to accept your Wholeness.