Thinking through feeling. A Journey of Purpose: Day 01

Copyright Tam Black 2013 Designed for
Copyright Tam Black 2013
Designed for

There is a Perfect Spiritual Idea of Perfect Fulfillment. My Inner Divine Presence Knows every form, experience, situation, event, circumstance, condition, relationship, and sequence that fulfills my desires. When I am diligent about maintaining my focus of desire on the loving benefit and fulfillment of all sentient beings, Divine Substance–which is the source of Spiritual Idea’s manifestation–flows through me and externalizes in my experience. Divine Presence appears as the perfect fulfillment of every single form, experience, situation, event, circumstance, condition, relationship, and sequence that I could possibly desire.


Working through this statement is about attempting to feel what it means. What does it feel like to Know that there is a perfect spiritual idea of Perfect Fulfillment? I sit with just that phrase, repeating it in my mind, allowing it to fill me. When my intellect gets too involved, casting doubt, wondering how…I hold up a hand for it to be quiet, and repeat the phrase again in my mind. After several minutes, I feel, “There IS a perfect spiritual idea of [MY] perfect fulfillment.” And I think, “I can be perfectly happy, doing what I love, living a life that fulfills me, WOW!”

Then I move on to “My Inner Divine Presence” and connect with the feeling of those words, and what it means for that Presence Within Me to know my perfect fulfillment. And so on, thinking-feeling, feeling-thinking. What does it mean for Divine Substance, the source of all my good, to manifest itself? What would that feel like? What does the flow of Divine substance feel like? How do I feel when my external experience is one of great joy, knowing that everything is as it should be? How do I feel when I desire to benefit others?

It’s all about letting it sink in, feeling it, and feeling what it means. Feeling what it would feel like if I believed that it was true. AH! That’s right, do I even believe this? Maybe, maybe not. But that is the point of a consciousness raising journey. Somewhere in me, I do believe it, or at least I want to, or I know that I want to, or I am willing to want to know it’s Truth. But there are doubts, hesitations, mis-projections, learned habits, fears, uncertainties that get in the way. Feel the Truth, or be willing to, just for this moment.