Maybe If I Lose My Mind Slowly Enough I Won’t Notice: Journey of Freedom – Day 07

Copyright Tam Black 2015 Designed for susanwithpearls.com
Copyright Tam Black 2015
Designed for susanwithpearls.com

Guiding Thought

I allow my physical body to experience itself fully as Light and Love. My physical body embodies Light; I am an expanded body of Light and Sound. I move as Light, perceive as Light, behave as Light—I am everywhere—permeating, expanding, unifying, and healing. All things are possible.

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Today was a stretch for me in all ways. Intellectually, I could not grasp the concept of experiencing myself as Love and Light; emotionally, I felt disconnected and my inner senses were not feeling the beyond the words. I even stayed with the Guiding Thought for about twice as long as I usually do, to try to get it. I figured if I wasn’t feelin’ it, I better add some effort to increase the chances of “getting it” better next time.

I wasn’t too hard on myself about this (this time!). The Journey has been off to a good start; I’ve had an intense past few days; I’ve gone deep(er)…and it was just yesterday that I started thinking about Freedom as expansive.

Today was about that expansive—you gotta start somewhere. If I got anything today, it was an inkling of the possibilities that open up with expansion. Yeah. I got a glimmer of possibility.

What is interesting to me is that the ideas in today’s Guiding Thought are not foreign to me. I have definitely worked with love, light, and sound to expand my consciousness at various times in over two decades. Today it all felt new, as though I didn’t know where to start.

It’s like everything I’ve experienced and thought I might know about working with love and light was erased. Now it’s time to learn it again in a new way, maybe? Hmmmm. Do you think this “erasing” has to do with mind-no mind-luminous mind? Hmmmm. At the moment I do not feel panicked about losing my mind, if this is the case. I can handle the gentle letting go of mind. I can do that. Today. For now.

 

 

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