“Egg-plosion”: Journey of the Heart 2.0 – Day 12

Journey of the Heart - Day 12 Susan Billmaier for susanwithpearls
Journey of the Heart – Day 12
Susan Billmaier for susanwithpearls

Guiding Thought

Today, decide to give your heart reign.

Trusting in love, assured with its gentle comfort, invite your heart to lead you with joy and peace to joy and peace. Surrender your mind and will to your heart’s love.

-Play the Guiding Thought here (loops automatically).
Journey of the Heart audio created by Brad Vanlandingham for Susanwithpearls-



Life is the practice. Life is the Journey. Life is the proving ground; I am the test, the tester, and the analyzer of the results. Especially when I am doing the Journeys, this is how I feel: everything is part of it; everything is it. The more awareness I bring to the practice, to the Journey, to the testing, the more I see, the more I understand. The more I bring, the more I get out of it.

As I was drawing today, I felt like each blue arch was a layer of atmosphere. The egg is at the lowest “level”, I suppose what could be the material level (or maybe earth), and the vertical colors are the vibrations and resonances the egg is exuding.

Those vibrations go from a thicker, heavier density through one atmosphere into a second, where they become more dispersed. Then they go through that atmosphere into another, where they become even more diffuse and lighter. By the time they go through the third atmosphere, the vibration and resonance has increased to different colors which are now almost in waves, rather than direct lines—the movement is as much horizontal as it is vertical.

I felt like I was able to “go up” through the atmospheres and experience the different levels of vibration, while also understanding and experiencing the “vibration” or perspective from directly above, or with, the egg. It was as though I could interpret the same experience from several emotional/mental places.

It was very relaxing and calming. There was nothing specific I was focused on—no “issues”, no concerns, no doubts…I was really (truly!) simply connecting with my heart and its purest intention.

This is what I think I am learning: I am learning that the feeling knows. I do not have to know, as long as I can tap into the feeling. The feeling can show up as a symbol (the egg seems to be a theme at the moment!), and as long as I focus on the feeling, I don’t have to think about interpreting the symbol. My heart, my intention, my intuition know what the symbol is saying to me. I just need to tap in, and feel.

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