Success -Fulfillment (1.6.11)

Welcome to round 2! Thank you for being here. I wish for you waterfalls of Divine Flow, beautiful insights, and Joy on the Journey! With this round, the pronouns change from “I” to “you” (see this page for detailed explanation).

Guiding Thought

Everywhere fulfillment is, you are.  Fulfillment is everywhere. Fulfillment is. You are.

Sharing

“Journey” in the context of these Journeys means the Journey of ascension. Did you know that already? Had you figured it out? I seem to have stopped reminding people of that; when I started these Journeys, I used to talk about it a lot. I mean, I say it sort of offhandedly sometimes now, and I did say it pretty outright during the Why of this Journey…but it’s not like I write about it regularly.

So, yeah. I am on the path to ascension. These Journeys guide me daily. I don’t know how long it’s going to take for me to ascend, but I’ve mapped out a 50-year plan with these Journeys.

It is my personal belief that we are all ascending…whether we know it or not, whether we like it or not. What this means to me is that there is a way to grow/evolve our spiritual self, so that we become In-Light-ened, where we transcend the materiality of the world, and literally become light. Jesus did it. The Theotokos did it (according to the Eastern Orthodox tradition). Elijah did it. Enoch did it. Elisha did it. And that’s just from the Hebrew and Christian faith. There are also lots of examples from Buddhism (specifically Dzogchen), Taoism, and Hinduism.

If they can do it, I can do it. So can you.

You know all those motivational phrases you see that people most generally apply to making their lives better or growing their business?

  • Your positive action combined with positive thinking results in success.
  • Success is the result of perfection, hard work, learning from failure, loyalty, and persistence. Colin Powell
  • Success is no accident. It is hard work, perseverance, learning, studying, sacrifice and most of all, love of what you are doing or learning to do. Pele
  • Some people dream of success, while other people get up every morning and make it happen. Wayne Huizenga
  • Success comes from what you do consistently, not from what you do occasionally.

You’ve heard these before, right? And many, many, many more.

Every time I see one of these, I apply it to my spiritual success. Seek ye first the Kingdom of Heaven and all that. I put my energy, time, and effort into my spiritual evolution.

I may not make it. I get that. But I also believe that no effort is wasted, and that seeking is rewarded.

But more than that, this is how I want to live my life. I want to be the kind of person who strives to live a higher life, and in so doing to bring higher ideals into the world.

How do you feel about your spiritual evolution? Do you feel fulfilled? Do you know yourself as fulfilled? Do you want to?

Let your ideals lead you. Let your highest values guide your life. Always strive higher and higher. Become better. You are amazing just as you are right now, but don’t settle, don’t get complacent, don’t ever think you’re done. We have a long way to go, together…but more than that…we have a lot of people who are just beginning to think about this stuff, and they need us solidly on the path, clearing the way.

 

How to Be Light -Fulfillment (1.6.10)

Copyright Tam Black 2018
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Guiding Thought

I am light. My body is light. I am free. I know my fulfillment: I feel it rise within me, expand out from me.

Sharing

Do you know this feeling? Have you felt your light-body? Have you felt it rise within you, and expand out from you? Did you feel it as you were contemplating the Guiding Thought?

Can you see yourself living a higher existence? Look around yourself now. Imagine yourself, your environment, your home, your yard, everything in your awareness right now, existing in light, in a higher state of being. Don’t work too hard at it. Thinking it is enough, imagining it the best you can. You can’t do it wrong. Your intention and attention take you there, whether you “see” something or not.

Imagine how often you smile in this state. Imagine the peace you feel. Imagine the good will you have toward everyone you meet, every animal, everything.

Why worry? All is as it should be. All is well.

This exists. Go there frequently, daily, several times a day.

Soon it will come to you, and you will find yourself in the line at the grocery store smiling, looking around with love and good will, and you will know.

This is as it should be, because this is what is, this is what you are. And you will be in the world, yet not of it.

Love to you. Thank you for being here on this journey of journeys.

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Ways to support this work:

  1. Hire me as your Spiritual Coach, you may sign up for a personalized Journey with me Click here for more information. Or I offer 1-on-1 spiritual coaching sessions. This is non-religion specific, and open to everyone, even atheists, though of course we would call something like “self-analysis coach” for a self-identified atheist.
  2. Indulge in one of my healing services: Jharra, Reiki, Fire Ceremony (see withpearls.com for more information).
  3. Send me a monetary gift via paypal: paypal.me/SusanBillmaier (please note “gift” in the transaction).
  4. Tell a friend about this site, the coaching or healing services.
  5. Invite me to interview on a podcast or for an article.

All proceeds go toward increasing love, light, and a consciousness of Oneness in the world. Thank you for your contribution that benefits All.

These Journeys are always available on this site at no charge. I also provide Jharra, Reiki, and Fire Ceremonies at no-charge to those who ask.

Really Real Reality -Fulfillment (1.6.9)

Copyright Tam Black 2018
Designed for susanwithpearls.com

Guiding Thought

 May those who seek, help others find;

May those who sorrow, be compassionate;

May those who are lost, light a path for another;

May those who question or doubt, give guidance;

May those who worry, lift the burden of another;

May those who hide, see their own light in the eyes of a stranger;

May we all give peace, no matter what.

 

Sharing

You may ask:

How can I help other find, if I am looking?

How can I be compassionate, when I have such pain?

How can I light a path for another if I am lost?

How can I speak wisely, or give an answer or confidence, when I, too, question and doubt?

How can I lift the burden of another, when my own burdens are so heavy?

How can I see my own light, when I work so hard at hiding?

How can I give peace in this time of such chaos and unrest?

The answer to these questions is the same for all of them, and if you are following along, it was answered on Day 6:

“You” (your lower, personality self), can try to limit your Self. And it can succeed in your experience of It, but not in the reality of It.

In the Reality of your Self, there is no looking, there is no pain, there is no “lost”, there is no doubt; there are no burdens, there is only Light. All is Peace.

The Truth is: All of reality is yours, and is You.

The only reality that exists in Reality is Love…a pure, blissful consciousness of the Truth of the Reality of Love. Everything else is your lower mind, playing tricks on you, the so-called reality that your lower self has developed and constructed as its own kingdom that it rules.

The way you prove the reality of your Self is by giving and sharing it. You cannot give something you do not have. You have everything in Reality. You can give everything in reality without sacrifice to either your self or your Self.

So,

Whenever you feel like you lack something,

Whenever you feel something that you identify as “pain”,

Whenever you feel lost,

Whenever you question or doubt,

Whenever you feel the weight of any burden,

Whenever you want to shrink and hide,

Whenever discord disrupts your peace…

Remember. You are the Truth of your Self. The way you prove the reality of your Self is by giving and sharing it. You cannot give something you do not have. You have everything in Reality…This is because you are sharing what is Real, what is Constructive, what is created in Love, with Love, by Love, for Love.

 

 

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Ways to support this work:

  1. Hire me as your Spiritual Coach, you may sign up for a personalized Journey with me Click here for more information. Or I offer 1-on-1 spiritual coaching sessions. This is non-religion specific, and open to everyone, even atheists, though of course we would call something like “self-analysis coach” for a self-identified atheist.
  2. Indulge in one of my healing services: Jharra, Reiki, Fire Ceremony (see withpearls.com for more information).
  3. Send me a monetary gift via paypal: paypal.me/SusanBillmaier (please note “gift” in the transaction).
  4. Tell a friend about this site, the coaching or healing services.
  5. Invite me to interview on a podcast or for an article.

All proceeds go toward increasing love, light, and a consciousness of Oneness in the world. Thank you for your contribution that benefits All.

These Journeys are always available on this site at no charge. I also provide Jharra, Reiki, and Fire Ceremonies at no-charge to those who ask.

Choose -Fulfillment (1.6.8)

Copyright Tam Black 2018
Designed for susanwithpearls.com

Guiding Thought

My motivation is my choice. My intention is my choice. My will is my choice. In Peace, I listen within for guidance so that my actions are motivated by joy, my intentions are love, and my will is simply to share Joy and Love.

Sharing

Before you go any farther here, consider whether or not you believe in free will. Do you think or believe that human beings can choose how their lives unfold? Or, do you think that there is some ultimate, predetermined plan and humans live a life that is pre-scripted? Get clear for yourself before reading on, so that you may agree or disagree with what I have to say from an informed personal viewpoint.

I believe in free will. I think that we have the ability to direct our thoughts and actions, and, depending on how/where we direct those, we will experience different things, and/or experience things differently. Image result for water forming canyons

And, I also believe in karma, which I will define here as: the effects of those mental and physical actions we have chosen, which leave impressions (like the impression of a fingerprint, or the impression of a gently running water as it moves through rock–even water can carve canyons), which we then re-experience, unless or until we change the thought that created the impression/effect.

Karma is not the same as determinism, but it can be experienced as though it is determinism, when an impression is repeated enough times that it becomes a deeply seated habit, or pattern, like water forming a canyon.

I believe there are thoughts and mental patterns that bring us deeper/higher into Divine Consciousness, and there are thoughts and mental patterns that only enhance our lower self-of-misery, pain, and suffering. I believe every moment we have a choice between these two.

I believe that an excellent use of free will is to direct thoughts and mental patterns to Divine Consciousness. Actually, I’m going to go even further and say, that some days I believe the only proper use of free will is to direct ourselves to Divine Consciousness. But some days that also feels a bit extreme, especially when I am having a particularly hard time keeping my thoughts “up”.

With free will, and the full power of choice, now read the Guiding Thought again.

My motivation is my choice. My intention is my choice. My will is my choice. In Peace, I listen within for guidance so that my actions are motivated by joy, my intentions are love, and my will is simply to share Joy and Love.

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These Journeys are always available on this site at no charge. If you would like the benefit of a Spiritual Coach (me), you may sign up for a personalized Journey with me. Walk your path to ascension. Click here for more information.

Happy -Fulfillment (1.6.7)

Copyright Tam Black 2018
Designed for susanwithpearls.com

Guiding Thought

My joy unifies! Accepting my own joy—acknowledging it, sharing it, and expressing it—heals myself and others. To be wholly joyful means to be wholly love…means to be wholly my Self.

 

Sharing

“Be a dynamo of irrepressible Joy!” ~Haidakhan Babaji

I’ve been pretty dang close to living in the reality of this Guiding Thought! I have been oddly happy lately. Oddly both in the quality of the happiness, and in how uncharacteristic it feels (I’m a very serious person, dontcha know).

The quality of the happiness has been what feels like a combination of energy, peace, and good will. Energy: have you ever watched a horse playing in a meadow on a cool morning, after eating breakfast?

Or watched a cat tearing it up, running and jumping all over the house?

Yeah, the energy feels like that, but totally infused with Peace, which adds a subdued, low-key overtone to the Energy. With all the messes in the world (hurricane and its aftermath, political mess, people so hateful and cruel…you know what I’m talking about), I’ve wondered how I can be so peaceful and happy. I should be covered up in worry, and uncertainty, and distrust, and doubt…but I’m not. I see it. I see the destruction. I feel for the people and the animals who were so affected by Florence, by the West Coast fires, by the Volcano…but I am also somehow peaceful about it…the kind of feeling like “all is well; all is as it should be”. If/when you really live from that space and believe that all is well and all is as it should be, there’s no reason to be disturbed or affected by what is going on around you.

Good Will I am loving people lately. Love as in just enjoying every person’s uniqueness; I see so much value in difference, and in everyone…because everyone is different. And because I have this feeling of loving a person just for being who they are, I also feel like I want that love to support and encourage them, just for being.

What I have been finding is that expressing and sharing this Joy, this happiness comes naturally when I really live in that space authentically. I don’t have to do anything to “make it happen”. I just have to continue doing what I am doing to keep the path clear for it to come out.

It is also seems to be naturally healing. People seem drawn to me more lately (I’ve had more lunch “dates” in the past couple months than I have in the previous year!), and I can tell that people gain something unspokenly positive, or uplifting when we interact. Again, it’s not like I am trying to do something, but people seem naturally more at ease (or peace), they smile quickly and easily, we talk, and really connect (not that superficial conversation stuff)… and I feel like all of this has become possible simply because I have been happy.

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Ways to support this work:

  1. Hire me as your Spiritual Coach, you may sign up for a personalized Journey with me Click here for more information. Or I offer 1-on-1 spiritual coaching sessions. This is non-religion specific, and open to everyone, even atheists, though of course we would call something like “self-analysis coach” for a self-identified atheist.
  2. Indulge in one of my healing services: Jharra, Reiki, Fire Ceremony (see withpearls.com for more information).
  3. Send me a monetary gift via paypal: paypal.me/SusanBillmaier (please note “gift” in the transaction).
  4. Tell a friend about this site, the coaching or healing services.
  5. Invite me to interview on a podcast or for an article.

All proceeds go toward increasing love, light, and a consciousness of Oneness in the world. Thank you for your contribution that benefits All.

These Journeys are always available on this site at no charge. I also provide Jharra, Reiki, and Fire Ceremonies at no-charge to those who ask.

Extension of Reality -Fulfillment (1.6.6)

Copyright Tam Black 2018
Designed for susanwithpearls.com

Guiding Thought

Why would I choose to limit my Self? To limit my reality? All of reality is mine, and mine to give! In giving and sharing, my joy increases, expanding my Love, expanding Life!

Sharing

The first sentence today is both rhetorical and impossible.

It’s rhetorical because the obvious answer/response is: I wouldn’t choose to limit myself. 

It’s impossible because your Self cannot be limited by you, by anyone.

This goes back to the discussion on day four and difference between “you” and “You”–your lower (personality) self, and your Higher (Divine) Self.

“You” (your lower, personality self), can try to limit your Self. And it can succeed in your experience of It, but not in the reality of It. You experience your Higher Self through the filters your lower self has put into place. Your lower self dictates its own experience of your Higher Self, and since it is both the developer, architect, and construction worker, it also puts into place the idea that it (your lower self) is the reality of you. Then it believes what it has made.

Once you begin to make decisions that recognize the reality of You (i.e. once you begin to wake up to the Truth of your Self), you begin to see where the lower self has made decisions about your experience of the Reality of your Higher Self without you even knowing it. This is “how” you can think that you can limit yourself.

The Truth is: All of reality is yours, and is You. That is…Real reality, not the so-called reality that your lower self has developed and constructed as its own kingdom that it rules.

The way you prove the reality of your Self is by giving and sharing it. You cannot give something you do not have. You have everything in Reality. You can give everything in reality without sacrifice to either your self or your Self (but your self can feel threatened  by lack and limitation, scarcity and not-having enough).

When you give and share from Reality, your joy increases, and expands your Love, expanding Life! This is because you are sharing what is Real, what is Constructive, what is created in Love, with Love, by Love, for Love.

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Ways to support this work:

  1. Hire me as your Spiritual Coach, you may sign up for a personalized Journey with me Click here for more information. Or I offer 1-on-1 spiritual coaching sessions. This is non-religion specific, and open to everyone, even atheists, though of course we would call something like “self-analysis coach” for a self-identified atheist.
  2. Indulge in one of my healing services: Jharra, Reiki, Fire Ceremony (see withpearls.com for more information).
  3. Send me a monetary gift via paypal: paypal.me/SusanBillmaier (please note “gift” in the transaction).
  4. Tell a friend about this site, the coaching or healing services.
  5. Invite me to interview on a podcast or for an article.

All proceeds go toward increasing love, light, and a consciousness of Oneness in the world. Thank you for your contribution that benefits All.

These Journeys are always available on this site at no charge. I also provide Jharra, Reiki, and Fire Ceremonies at no-charge to those who ask.

Everyone is your Neighbor -Fulfillment (1.6.5)

Copyright Tam Black 2018
Designed for susanwithpearls.com

Guiding Thought

In Divine Mind, I am filled full! All are equally filled full. All are equal in Love. I fill my mind with thoughts of fulfillment and remember what I already know. I am determined to fulfill my purpose, to know my Self as Divine Love, and to share the fullness I am.

Sharing

Yesterday I talked about the Oneness of “you” (the self with which you identify–your personality, your bodily expressions, etc.) and your Higher Self. You and your Higher Self are the same Self…it’s just a matter of allowing “you” to be “IT”.

and make no mistake: you are the only one preventing yourself from being your Self.

This Oneness is why the first statement of today’s Guiding Thought is correct: since you are One with your Higher Self, and your Higher Self is One with Divine Mind, then you are fulfilled already.

And, since we are All One in that same Higher Self (call it “one in Christ”, if you want, or One in Love, etc.), we are all fulfilled.

Remember, Love is omnipresent. It exists everywhere, all the time. In equal portion. I do not “have” more Love than you; you do not “have” more Love than your neighbor. Love is everywhere, always.

However, just as I described yesterday about “how much gets through our filters”, it’s the same with Love.

It only seems like someone has less Love, because of the obstructions they have set up in their individual, personal filtering system, that allows some Love through, but not All Love. Some people have lots of obstructions and therefore don’t seem to have much Love. But the Love is right there, just on the other side of the barriers they’ve set up to it… waiting.

This is also why people seem to have more Love. Those people have done a lot of work to tear down, release, or otherwise dispose of the “stuff” clogging their Love-filter.

Similarly, some people seem to have more love in one area of their lives (like pets, or children), but less love in other areas (like strangers, or people of a different belief system). This is because they have fewer clogs in one area than in another area. If you “don’t like” someone… it’s a clog in your filter. Want more love? Work on getting to know, appreciating, liking, then loving people who you (currently) don’t like.

This is the work: Love God. God is Love. Love love. Love your neighbor. Everyone is your neighbor.

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Ways to support this work:

  1. Hire me as your Spiritual Coach, you may sign up for a personalized Journey with me Click here for more information. Or I offer 1-on-1 spiritual coaching sessions. This is non-religion specific, and open to everyone, even atheists, though of course we would call something like “self-analysis coach” for a self-identified atheist.
  2. Indulge in one of my healing services: Jharra, Reiki, Fire Ceremony (see withpearls.com for more information).
  3. Send me a monetary gift via paypal: paypal.me/SusanBillmaier (please note “gift” in the transaction).
  4. Tell a friend about this site, the coaching or healing services.
  5. Invite me to interview on a podcast or for an article.

All proceeds go toward increasing love, light, and a consciousness of Oneness in the world. Thank you for your contribution that benefits All.

These Journeys are always available on this site at no charge. I also provide Jharra, Reiki, and Fire Ceremonies at no-charge to those who ask.

You Are Your Highest Self -Fulfillment (1.6.4)

Copyright Tam Black 2018
Designed for susanwithpearls.com

Guiding Thought

My Self wills only to extend Itself. Extending, sharing, and creating as Divine Love, through Divine Mind, is my sole purpose. My Self knows its fullness in Divine Love and wills only to liberate me to fulfill my purpose and my joy.

Sharing

Higher-Self…lower-self. One is your Truest Self, which embodies the ideals of Love, kindness, simplicity, compassion, respect for All, Wisdom, etc. The other is the stand-in-on-earth for the Higher-Self; it takes all that Love, compassion, wisdom, and respect of the Higher-Self, and presses it through a filter we call “3rd dimensional reality” which is represented by a body, mind, and personality. Though these two “selves” are really the same, too often the filters don’t allow all that Love, compassion, wisdom, and respect through, so what comes out into 3rd dimensional reality does not look anything like the Higher-Self.

But…you are your Higher Self. It’s just a matter of removing the obstructions that prevent it from coming through.

And…until you realize and live your unity with your Higher Self, it still seems as though “you” are not your higher self. It seems as though “you” and “It” are different and separate.

And this can create some confusion, because all we have at this point in time is language to try to explain.

The Guiding Thought seems to indicate there are two selves: The one which wills (the Higher-Self), and the one which extends, shares, and creates as Divine Love through Divine mind, in the world, and through a body.

The hang-up is that whole in the world and through a body thing. How many of us Know the Will of our True Self, and can live it?

What percentage of your True Self gets through your 3rd dimensional, personality filters?

Until your 3rd dimensional, personality filters allow at least 51% of your True Self through, “you” will still think of “you” as other-than your Highest Self, because your lower self dominates your personality and impressions.

But make no mistake. You are the one who wills only to extend Your Self. Extending, sharing, and creating as Divine Love, through Divine Mind, is your sole purpose. And You know your fullness in Divine Love and you will only to liberate yourself to fulfill your purpose and joy.

When you reach a point of knowing and accepting your unity with your Self. Everything you do becomes It acting as you, through you, for Its (your) highest good.

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Ways to support this work:

  1. Hire me as your Spiritual Coach, you may sign up for a personalized Journey with me Click here for more information. Or I offer 1-on-1 spiritual coaching sessions. This is non-religion specific, and open to everyone, even atheists, though of course we would call something like “self-analysis coach” for a self-identified atheist.
  2. Indulge in one of my healing services: Jharra, Reiki, Fire Ceremony (see withpearls.com for more information).
  3. Send me a monetary gift via paypal: paypal.me/SusanBillmaier (please note “gift” in the transaction).
  4. Tell a friend about this site, the coaching or healing services.
  5. Invite me to interview on a podcast or for an article.

All proceeds go toward increasing love, light, and a consciousness of Oneness in the world. Thank you for your contribution that benefits All.

These Journeys are always available on this site at no charge. I also provide Jharra, Reiki, and Fire Ceremonies at no-charge to those who ask.

Doing Without Doing -Fulfillment (1.6.3)

Copyright Tam Black 2018
Designed for susanwithpearls.com

Guiding Thought

What is fulfillment but knowing my Self as an expression of Divine Love? My Self wills to create! My Self wills to share! My Self wills to extend itself! My fulfillment is creation; my joy is sharing; my peace is extension.

Sharing

Again…today I feel in perfect alignment with my initial approach to the Journey. This has never happened before: I have never begun a Journey feeling like I’m in sync with mySelf. All other Journeys, it was like mySelf wrote the Why–with very high expectations and standards–and I then had to pedal really fast to catch up to it.

When I said a few days ago in the Why, “I must do nothing. In order for Divine Perfection to work in Its time, I need not interfere: I must do nothing, and in doing nothing All is well”, the subtext of that was that I must not do something with the intention that it has specific results.

Let me give a very simple example. If I read an article that says kale is a superfood, and that in order to rid my body of every possible known toxin, I must eat kale…and then I go out and buy a bunch of kale, and eat it every day in order to rid my body of toxins….  What I have done is given my actions a meaning. All my actions (including my thoughts) which are associated with kale have the intention that I rid my body of toxins. My actions take on a meaning that I have ascribed to them, with results that I have decided I want. This is doing something.

The alternative (doing nothing) is to remove decisions about what something means or does not mean, to remove doing things in order to achieve a result, and to not prejudge how I desire an action to turn out.

This is the actionless action, the doing without doing. I still take actions. I still work, eat, watch TV, play with my cat (who happens to be very unhappy right now, since I gave him a crushed up pill in his food, and he made it very clear how it smelled, when he covered it up, refused to eat it, and has been complaining for the past 10 minutes.) But I do not try to determine what the actions mean, or the result they will bring in advance.

I’ve been “practicing” this for about two weeks. It’s not easy. First I have to notice when I have a motivation. Then I have to either a) get clear to remove the motivation or b) decide not to take the action, that has a specific motivation behind it. So far, usually, it’s been easier to go with b). I am not yet good enough at this to know when I have cleared my motivation enough to take action without having it.

But I’ve also had new awareness and action. There are now more times when I am acting without thinking. I skip the mental option of motivation or intention altogether, and simply do something. What is interesting to me is that many of the actions I have done in this “state” have been things that are “of mySelf”. They have been things that are creative, expressive, and embodying my Divine Presence.

They have also been things that will increase my awareness and expression of my Inner Divine Presence, which will be experienced as peace, love, joy, gratitude.

I am suddenly reminded of these two Guiding Thoughts, from previous Journeys:

Increasing my thoughts of Love and my attitude of service dispels all fear of lack and limitation. As I serve more people with Love, money and wealth flow abundantly to me. I use money and wealth with love and wisdom to create a life I love through my highest vision. (Journey of Abundance days that end in 6)

I awaken to my Inner Divine Mind and invite It to express itself as every person and event that will increase my awareness of It. (Journey of Purpose, days that end in 5)

You see, I have been working on creating, sharing, and expanding (as in today’s Guiding Thought). I find it very fascinating how a Journey of fulfillment is bringing Abundance and Purpose together for me…without me doing anything!

Love to you, dear ones. Walk your path! Love yourSelf. Be your Self.

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Ways to support me so I can do more of this work:

  1. Hire me as your Spiritual Coach, you may sign up for a personalized Journey with me Click here for more information. Or I offer 1-on-1 spiritual coaching sessions. This is non-religion specific, and open to everyone, even atheists, though of course we would call something like “self-analysis coach” for a self-identified atheist.
  2. Indulge in one of my healing services: Jharra, Reiki, Fire Ceremony (see withpearls.com for more information).
  3. Send me a monetary gift via paypal: paypal.me/SusanBillmaier (please note “gift” in the transaction).
  4. Tell a friend about this site, the coaching or healing services.
  5. Invite me to interview on a podcast or for an article.

These Journeys are always available on this site at no charge. I also provide Jharra, Reiki, and Fire Ceremonies at no-charge to those who ask.

Indefatigable -Fulfillment (1.6.2)

Copyright Tam Black 2018
Designed for susanwithpearls.com

Guiding Thought

I now invite, welcome, and receive the effects of Divine Love, and I am Truly grateful. I experience Divine Mind as I experience these effects, and Divine Presence confirms Itself in my life, activities and affairs.

Sharing

Wow. So, again… I did not peek ahead, when I wrote, “My gratitude has increased significantly”. But what I wrote several days ago is completely consistent with the momentum of the Guiding Thought.

The gratitude that I have been feeling has been all about the effects of Divine Love…. here’s how it has come through my thoughts:

What am I? Divine Love. 

How do I exist? Through Divine Love.

What sustains me? Divine Love.

What do I want? To express Divine Love as my natural state. 

In a peaceful, meditative state, I would be thinking these thoughts. Then, as I was contemplating my existence in, through, and as Divine Love, I intentionally turned my gratitude to Divine Love, with a thought such as, “Thank you for my being”. or “Thank You sustaining me”. or “thank you for my Life”. etc.

This meditation/frame of mind became very intense for me the weeks September 3 through the week of September 10. I could feel what the Guiding Thought describes: “I experience Divine Mind as I experience these effects, and Divine Presence confirms Itself in my life, activities and affairs.” 

I felt bold, sustained, supported, radiant, clear, optimistic, happy….all “that stuff”.

And you know what happened? Other people saw it too. But the reaction was not all happy and “positive”.

I’ve been told that “the dark is attracted to the light”, because the dark cannot abide the light, and it tries to extinguish it.

Light purges, transforms, and lifts everything around It. When Light encounters dark, (sometimes) the dark rails against the clarifying, purging, transforming action of the Light.

People who have a lot of “lower consciousness vibration”–that is, thoughts of self-loathing or hatred, thoughts of harm and destruction, thoughts of greed, jealousy, envy, etc cannot stand when people shine with a higher vibration.

In practical terms: This means, for example, the people who are stuck in their habits, who enjoy their ego-centrism, or who want to remain in the dark, create disturbances, “problems”, and turmoil, for people in the Light. The people with lower consciousness attempt to throw the Light off-balance, to subdue It, to disrupt the healing, transforming effects of the Light. These things come out in their personality and in their interactions.

That is what happened to me. I had one person who overheard a conversation I was having, and decided that I was speaking inappropriately (I was having a conversation about religion/mentoring and spiritual direction!), and complained; there was another person who singled me out as a target for something other people do all the time; and finally a third person (literally) decided in advance that something was going to be a severe problem, even when the exact same situation had not been a problem a mere four months ago (and decided to tell me how to handle this “problem” in an email). All of this happened within a 72 hour period, and it was when I was definitely feeling the flow of the Light.

In my experience, such lower-vibration people aren’t even aware of what is setting them off, or triggering them.  How did I handle it? “This too shall pass”. For the most part, when something like that flares up, it burns out quickly. I tend to only engage that energy when it is absolutely necessary, and do so with as much love, gratitude, and understanding as I can (which isn’t always a lot!). Mostly, I leave it be–without fuel, people’s projections have nowhere to go, they fizzle out. When that happens, it becomes very clear how flimsy the projection was to begin with.

It does affect me, though. I’ve been recuperating for about a week. I have not been able to get back into the flow of my Divine Light, like I was–so in a way, I suppose they succeeded…they subdued my progress.

But not for long! I am indefatigable. I am here to shine Light. I am here to Be Love. I am here to transform darkness into Light. And there is a lot of work to do.

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