Reclaiming the “Land Within” –Journey of Creation 02.11.10

Guiding Thought

There are no degrees of Love. Love is Whole, Full, and Perfect. Love in action is Creation; Love’s creations are Whole, Full, and Perfect. When I express Love, I am being creative in the Truest sense. Creativity is Love in action, and produces activities, relationships, and experiences which are Whole, Full, and Perfect.

Reflection / Contemplation

My heart is speaking as I write the prompt on my paper even before closing my eyes. It’s telling me to have courage! Courage to live in that raw Love state.

I know it is my nature yet the walls built to protect that nature are up tall this morning.

I’m experiencing a dread as I begin to put my pen down and turn within. I will now place my hands on my heart and breathe into it, inviting Truth to speak to me.

Upon turning within it seemed like I had entered a burial ground. There was a desolate feeling. It seemed lifeless, the color grey permeated , the land and sky matched with no distinction. Thick, ghost like clouds were coming from the soil. A wave of deep grief struck me. The grief was from the sorrow of regret.

Creation is Love in action. Manipulation is fear in action.

The Me that is Perfect Love is a strong presence here. As the sun is always present even though the clouds can obscure it from view. My small self who has engaged in relationships and experiences from a less than perspective is grieving.

Tears flowed down my face as I allowed the Truth of Perfect Love to shine into this desolate land. Free will dictates its entry. I merely need to acknowledge what is, ask for It and receive Love. Ghost of mis-creation lift and evaporate. Color begins to return. The Light shines a gentle pink and a mist begins. The nourishing water of Love in form. I felt my whole Being like a sponge soaking up the saturating Love mist.

New Life. Hope filled life yielding possibilities saturated my Being. What has been is no longer in existence. Love in action is Creation. I am co-creator. Reclaiming this land within me, this space that held the unforgiven fears, was the work of today.

As I write, my clarity speaks in a new language, steeped in Truth. I am free in Love. I am safe in Love. I step forward today knowing the Amy that is will co-create her Life with Perfect Love.

Guest Contributor Amy Castillo

Amy Castillo. In the yurt with two grand babies.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Why –Journey of Creation 02.11.00

Creation. It is as constant as change. For me they are symbiotic. I used to think about destruction and creation-the dichotomy of this reality. Today I think more in terms of creation, change and expansion. I sit today with a family tree that went through a big growth spurt over the past year. Two new son in laws and two babies! Simultaneously I found myself at a cross roads with my expression as a healer. I wasn’t experiencing burn out yet could feel it at the edges creeping in. I finally found the willingness to let go! I had heard internal guidance suggesting I take 2 months off from working on others and to stop seeking healing sessions from the practitioners I had been working with. That second part threw me for an extra loop! They are who guided me, healed me…bingo! Time for a 2 month walk about without a map! That is when I heard about the opportunity to take the Journey of creation-thank you, Source! When I trust you, a wave of love carries me much farther than my human self can fathom! So here I am, at the very beginning. I have an intention to step in open hearted and allow the journey to work me.

Guest Contributor Amy Castillo

Amy Castillo. In the yurt with two grand babies.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Journey of Creation (June 20 – August 08) is now available as a free book.
You no longer need to wait for the Guiding Thoughts to be posted here daily–you may move at your own pace. This link will take you to the document in Dropbox; you may download it from there.

I accept donations and gifts via paypal: paypal.me/SusanBillmaier Thank you for the energy exchange!