The rain flows down as steady as my tears. My world seems to not fit my beliefs. This morning I looked at the reflection of conditioned love and felt sadness, which indicates my vibration is still resonating with that as a possibility. My tears will wash the toxins of that away. My time with Beloved will restore me to be an active participant in the creation of Love as my life and my Living. Sitting inside the yurt I sense I am being held by Mother Earth, Gaia. The Love being transmitted unto me is Whole, Full and Perfect. With Its presence so potent it appears any otherness cannot stay. My tears are the rivers to carry out what does not serve this Love. It has come into my conscious awareness that the manifested Kingdom, the Divine in All things already exists yet my claiming of it, my calling it into form as the Truth of my life, is mine to make room for. I slip out of my chair and flatten my body to the floor in order to be as connected as possible to Gaia. I call out to Beloved for help! Love has no opposite but the small self is opening every ghost of doubt and insecurity I have left unhealed. My cry for help is answered for I feel Beloveds strong hands cradling my head. “All is Well and Perfect, dear One. “ his voice assured. “The Truth of Love is our lesson today.”
As if riding on those words I feel myself drop effortlessly into the Heart of the Mother. I am in what feels like the softest, safest nest. My entire form is held, warm and completely at ease. The lullaby I have always hummed is audible from the Love inside me. It is soothing me into a deeper release. Words form a story spoken softly to me-

Be completely held and filled
Receive Divine Mother’s embrace
Her belief is Source. Her Love is Full, Whole and Perfect.
Yield, merge, call It forth
Drink the Golden Nectar from her Infinite Love Source
Know She is in you. She is You.
This Love is your Love. Create in alignment with the Whole. Experience a Love of Life-in creation and relationship with All.

My Being is held and filled. I am Full. My Being knows this Love, I am Whole.

My Being creates in this Love. I am Perfect.

The joy of creativity flows through me as effortlessly as my breath! Always there, supporting and sustaining my Life. Love is creativity in its Truest sense. Flow freely within me dearest Love!
With that a breath unlike any other fills me. I am as a hot air balloon lifting above the ground. I’m still feeling held and safe yet realize I am back in the center of the yurt sitting in my chair. Beloved has my hands in his. As his form begins to disappear he instills his final blessing upon me. All is Well in Love.