Nothing Special: Journey of Abundance- 03.05.03

Guiding Thought

I fill my mind and heart with Love, aligning with the Light of Truth. Steadfast and focused on my own Loving Presence, I live in the peace of fulfillment of my own Divine Identity.

Reflection

There is a difference between “filling” and “feeling”.

I fill my mind and heart with Love regularly, using words/thoughts and visualizations. I’ve been practicing this for about 6 months, daily (well before this Journey began). There are lots of times when I don’t feel what I think Love feels like in my mind and heart: I don’t feel that warmth, that lifting, that flow of beauty.

I’ve gone back and forth with myself about this. Am I doing something wrong? Is Love actually filling my mind and heart (and if it is, why don’t I feel it?)? Aren’t I supposed to feel something? Aren’t I supposed to experience some kind of internal shift or movement that tells me Love is filling my mind and heart?

The human side of me wants an experience. It wants proof. It wants to know that it is accomplishing something. My mind wants to understand, and understanding means having something to point to, to dissect, to categorize.

But then I remind myself: Love is Infinite. That means Love is everywhere and is everything. It’s also beyond human understanding.

I am that Love.

Wherever I am, Love is. Whatever I am, I am Love. Whatever my experience, it is Love.

“I” can’t define it. “I” can’t understand it. The more “I” try, the more elusive it is, for I have inserted separation between myself and Love.

“My Divine Identity”: Love. There is no “special” feeling. There is no “special” experience. It is my natural expression, coming through this mind, this body infinitely.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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